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Day 543 – What the eff is going on? Wow…little cheats catch up with you. Lack of resistance training is catching up with me too. While I’ve been enjoying myself, my mind and body are resisting. It feels like I’m pushing on a waterbed. Make progress here, bounce off there.

As I’ve been working on my journey and blog, that imposter syndrome question is like a wormhole in my mind. That negative alter-ego I’ve named “Patty” is whispering in my ear, “Are you fucking kidding me?! Seriously! Who is going to read this?”

I keep telling myself, “You go girl!” But really? This crisis of confidence is quite a bugger. I’m not down for the count by any stretch of the imagination, just on the ropes…a little. Clinging to that last vestige of mind-body resistance.

And so. I continue to write and re-write. I’ve even begun to write a cookbook! Don’t think for one moment the irony of that is lost on me. #LMFAO

Staying present. Keeping my eyes on today. The horizon continues to be over there.

Onward and forward. Still grinding out the transition to “liv”ing not “die”ting.

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